Why?

Does he have to make this so hard on me? We are in the middle of trying to move into his grandparents house and they keep asking if we want this or want that. Now seriously, I don't mind keep some things but I want to make this house OURS and it just feels like the more we keep the more its not ours. I don't have the heart to say "no" he KNOWS this so when I tell him I don't really want to keep everything under the sun why can't he find a way to tell them "no".

I have this feeling that this will NEVER be our home and that really bothers me. We have our own things we don't need to keep every knick knack of theirs. Why can't he understand that? Ugh!!!!!

So Much To Do

Gosh it seems like there is so much to do in such a short period of time. We will be moving the month of Sept and pakcing for that needs to take place then getting settled. Poor Ellie has two outfits yep thats it two outfits and lets face it two outfits will last a newborn a total of an hour maybe LOL. She is kind of being put on the back burner for now as I don't want to get a bunch of stuff and then have to move it and when we make the move Andre will be getting a bigger bed, Kaleb will move to the toddler bed and the crib will move to Ellie's room BUT we have to move first.

I feel like we are pushing the time limit here but all I can do is ride through it. Andre is turning 4 on the 21st of this month and we still have to buy his present(a bike) and still have to inform people where we are celebrating. Its just going to be a small family thing but we still need to get the cake and such.

Speaking of moving and Andre we have to paint his room too as the room he is moving into is PINK! Umm I'm thinking NO. Ack where are we going to find the time to do all of this and shop for Ellie? Goodness!