Randomness

• I want you to accept me.
• I want you to love me AND my kids
• Why does life work like this?
• I don't trust you
• If it were up to me you wouldn't touch her
• I pray for help through this
• Why don't you fight for yourself?
• Advocate for YOURSELF
• We are supposed to be family but this is dysfunctional to say the least
• This is all I've ever known from family
• I wanted more for my kids
• I've bit my tongue so much its bleeding
• I've prayed for this
• This is supposed to be a happy time
• I feel lost and unheard
• I feel violated
• I'm sad that this is what your coming into
• I'm guilty for wanting the "perfect" family
• I don't know what else to do
• I feel like you have no time left for me
• Seriously, growing up sucks
• What I would give to give my children what I didn't have
• I've tried my hardest and yet the other half puts nothing forth
• I am who I am, love me, hate me, take me or leave me but DO NOT blame my kids
• I've been told this is not a battle worth fighting but it bothers me so much to not have answers
• I'm scared of everything going wrong
• All I want is to be LOVED
• Why do I search so hard for this?
• Why can't I let it go?
• I pray and I still feel like this, what am I missing?
• Yeah I have issues but so does everyone else
• I'm only human
• Why are some more important then others?
• Why is there always attitude?
• There are times when I am jealous
• My kids are everything to me
• I love their innocence
• They are beautiful to me
• I'm struggling